“You’ll tell me what it feels like, right? When you find Paris?”

This words will always stuck in my heart forever. There is so much meaning in this sentence. Eventhough it’s only a fiction, it makes me believe magical love stories— a timeless love. A man who is still worth fighting for named by Kwon Tae Hyun, his uncondional love for Choi Yoori. Their love for each other is undescriable, they arguing and fighting for the stupidiest and non-sense things but still, at the end of the very day they end up loving and caring for one another.
I read the final chapter last night crying. I know it’s kind of pathetic and overreacting, it’s just a fanfiction but it was so amazing and heartbreaking the idea of Taeri. It’s stung my heart, I know how to be in love, I felt it before… How to be broken so badly but unlike what is Yoori experienced, it’s incredibly painful and lifeless not being with him. Just imagining it, I feel my heart breaking into a million pieces.
When I was in school this morning, I told to my girl classmate the story, while telling her, I felt my eyes tearing up. Dramatic much.
I don’t want a guy like Kwon Tae Hyun. I love him as much as i hate him. Make sense? I love him because he is so danm perfect and I’m thanking God that a guy like him didn’t exists this world, let’s face reality here. :) I hate him for leaving Yoori, for leaving her with such pain. Well, it doesn’t make sense to you guys but please understand. XD
I was hoping Yoori was going to commit suicide but the love of Taehyun for her stopped her. I was disaapointed when she didn’t do it, speaking of my suicidal side. Yeah, I don’t think I can’t leave without him especially like a guy Taehyun, he is worth living for but at the same time, worth dying for. “Whenever yo go, I’ll follow.” — Choi Yoori! I think you should really follow!

I don’t want to cry anymore. Fvck.

Labels: fanfiction, sobs, welcome to the underworld, wttu