What a nerve-racking month for me, October. I never been this stressed out in my life, like ever. But I've been thankful because I never thought that I'm this stronger before.. I know I'm strong but sometimes I felt weak. God tested me so much this month and I'm very grateful to Him because I know now exactly I'm capable of.

I almost didn't pass my one last class before I graduate college... and oh research when will I be free of you? Rejection really does hurt even without words and I think it is worse.