What will be your reaction when someone special to you turns out to be just your 'one of those friend you see at school' and will care less to you every passing day? The one you thought you can share problems with, the one who will listen when everybody doesn't?
I think, it's quite horrible at first but I get used to it. BUT TO BE HONEST, it hurts to know and accept. When I become a college student, I find it really amazing. I get along with all my blockmates easily, with my first year - I find 2 awesome friends and since then, we were inseparable. When 2nd year came, I decided to transfer to other school, as destiny dictated or it just simple coincidence? - The 2 transferred, too with my new school. But the other separated from the two of us. The other one is in other block.
As weeks and months passed by, my friend that we have the same block found a new group of friends and I got left behind. Sometimes, I found it my fault if she becomes that far from me now. We still laugh, smile and joke around to each other but I know their a small wall now between us. Their is our boy blockmate that her boyfriend now. It hurts that I had to push her to say to me the truth about with her love life and it hurts more that the one who is she telling with her secrets now is her new friends.
And the other friend of ours? We still talk when we see each other in the hallway.
For all that happened to me, the only thing I can do now is to accept and move on.
