I want to write down all what happened in my life since this school year started - how I changed on things. This past few months, my life isn’t good as people think, I’m always unhappy, disappointed, frustrated, depressed and I felt so empty but I still manage to laugh and fake a smile. I can’t seem to relate to my new surrounding but as months past, I started to accept where I am. Most important— at school, I changed a lot, my ranking get higher, I study harder. I still have that tinatamad-ako-mag-aral attitude but this time of my life I realized how important study is - not just because my parents said so but how it change my future and to achieve my goals simply because I want to. I didn’t know I can do better. When I was in High School, I’m not the smart one, my grades are always average and not that satisfying. Before I just don’t like studying and reading books. Well, the old me… I am care-free and happy-go-lucky. I don’t care about my grades and all I want to do is to make myself happy but now I think I’m becoming a perfectionist, I want my grades to be always high. I don’t know if it’s a good attitude but meanwhile, I prefer this.
Before anything else, I want to thank God. For giving me a hope and faith and chance to improve. I love you.
