I want to write down all what happened in my life since this school year started - how I changed on things. This past few months, my life isn’t good as people think, I’m always unhappy, disappointed, frustrated, depressed and I felt so empty but I still manage to laugh and fake a smile. I can’t seem to relate to my new surrounding but as months past, I started to accept where I am. Most important— at school, I changed a lot, my ranking get higher, I study harder. I still have that tinatamad-ako-mag-aral attitude but this time of my life I realized how important study is - not just because my parents said so but how it change my future and to achieve my goals simply because I want to. I didn’t know I can do better. When I was in High School, I’m not the smart one, my grades are always average and not that satisfying. Before I just don’t like studying and reading books. Well, the old me… I am care-free and happy-go-lucky. I don’t care about my grades and all I want to do is to make myself happy but now I think I’m becoming a perfectionist, I want my grades to be always high. I don’t know if it’s a good attitude but meanwhile, I prefer this.
Before anything else, I want to thank God. For giving me a hope and faith and chance to improve. I love you.
Our block/section is really a hot issue for all our Professors/Clinical Instructors. We are not perfect. We know that they all correct, our block sometimes lost control— this is us, we can’t change ourselves…. but we know, they just want us to be a better person someday. Our class adviser said we are going to be a future Nurse someday— It’s not the skills or the knowledge but the right attitude can lead us to success.
To be honest, some of my classmates, I don’t want to offend some of them but they are not making effort at all, they just going to attend class for nothing. Wala namang taong bobo, they are not just using it.
HO-HO-HOT ISSUE~ :))))
I notice to our block we are the kind of people who is really carefree and loves to enjoy everything but really study hard.
My classmate said earlier to me: “Lagi na lang sablay ang block natin parang yung pinanood natin kahapon.”
Speaking of, I said yesterday we go to SM Manila. I love to bond with all i mean some of my classmates. :))) And earlier, I want to go with them in Star City but we don’t have money and i have a headache so we decided we go there after finals. *excited*
